18 May, 2004 - 5:51 p.m.
I got an email today saying that my request to have my blog linked from the mental health sanctuary has been accepted, unfortunately I have no idea whether anyone has, or will read this so if you feel so inclined feel free to email me to let me know I am not alone in cyberspace!
Saw my therapist today, it is so, so hard. I never knew how hard therapy was going to be and sometimes I sit in my sessions feeling all these enormous emotions and I just don't know what to say or do.
I was furious with my therapist today because I phoned her last week and it took her three days to get back to me, so automatically she went from being the most wonderful person ever created to being the personification of all things bad. Black and white, white and black, it's exhausting.
I told her that I have decided that it is not a good thing for me to be phoning her anymore because I don't trust myself not to overstep boundaries. She said she didn't want it to seem punishing me not being able to phone her. Sigh.
