12 May, 2004 - 11:20 p.m.
Hard day today, dunno why really. I get such terrible anxiety most days. It hits me from nowhere, or after what seem like really minor triggers like the way the light falls on the trees or the smell of cut grass or schoolrooms.
Work is good for me and I am mostly really productive. Today I was pretty busy and had a reasonable time. I got a letter today from human resources wanting to have a meeting with me about the 33 days sickness I had in the last year. I have already been to occupational health and seen the doctor. I know that 33 days is a lot of sick but it was all genuine. Feel a bit resentful that I have to explain myself
